Last week I visited Paris with my parents and Michiel. It was great to get away from home and spent a few days in one of my favourite cities. It felt like summer for the first time because I just heard I passed my last exam and the temperatures were rising in France.
It was also a nice time to think about things, such as this blog. As you noticed I lacked terribly on posting the last few months. It’s not because I don’t like to blog but because I blogged for so long that I feel like i’ve lost my blog-identity. This sounds rather vague to you I suspect but let me explain.
In life, I believe you are developing through time. By experiences, people you meet etcetera, you keep working on your own identity. Maybe not that conscious but I think everyone is working his whole life defining themselves by what they do. You could say that it works the same with clothing. Probably, you look rather different than a couple of years ago, just because you developed your style. Especially when you are a teenager and in your twenties I think you develop the most. Your identity is always under construction.
For almost four years I’ve written this blog. And although it is a personal blog I’ve got the feeling my own identity has developed but my bloggers identity not so much, which is confusing to me. As I don’t know what to post anymore, I just decided to post nothing. This is quite a shame I think, because I love to blog but I’ve to figure out again what I want to blog about.
So this summer I’ll figure out what to do with the blog. I’ll definitely keep on blogging but first I’ve to find my focus again. I hope to see you back after summer!